Well if I come across a little bit distant
It's just because I am
Things just seem to feel a little bit different
You understand
Believe it or not but life is not apparently
About me anyways
But I have met the One who really is worthy
So let me say

So long, self
Well, it's been fun, but I have found somebody else
So long, self
There's just no room for two
So you are gonna have to move
So long, self
Don't take this wrong but you are wrong for me, farewell
Oh well, goodbye, don't cry
So long, self

Stop right there because I know what you're thinking
But no we can't be friends
And even though I know your heart is breaking
This has to end
And come to think of it the blame for all of this
Simply falls on me
For wanting something more in life than all of this
Can't you see

Don't feel so bad (don't feel so bad)
There'll be better days (there'll be better days)
Don't go away mad (but by all means)
Just go away, go away






Yes. I will miss you. But I need to live for God, who will get me through this new bout. This past week (spring break) has been a tough one. I learned new and disappointing things about myself and others...Honestly, being depressed when my family is still whole is stupid, but I can't make myself snap out of it. This is the first time since cleansing my body of toxins that cause this illness. It's a long process, and I now know that I am no where near whole.
Keep me and one of my best friends in your prayers. I'd really appreciate it.


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